Tonight is the first night that I'll spend away from Baby Girl since she was born. I'm having major issues with it. I know she's in good hands. Her Daddy is with her and he is awesome, but I'm Mom....or as she has started calling me, "Mum, Mum, Mum."
I have been blessed that I haven't had to be away before this. With my job, I used to travel at least twice a month, sometimes every week. But, since I had her, I haven't had to fly anywhere. Until today. I'll be back home tomorrow. I'll only be gone a little over 24 hours. I'm sure that I am being impacted by this so much more than she is. However, I have this little voice in my head saying that I shouldn't have left...I should have refused to go on the trip...I should have given up my job to stay with her...
Then, I think about this Johnson & Johnson commercial. I cry every time I watch it, but I'm so thankful for it because I choose to believe that Baby Girl would say this to me...I'm doing ok.
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